Showing posts with label Psychological Thriller. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Psychological Thriller. Show all posts

Sunday, December 23, 2018

Twelve Days of Giveaways: Day Ten!

Hello fam! Today is day ten of the Twelve Days of Giveaways. I'm doing twelve days of bookish giveaways, with a giveaway posted each day until December 25th. We're almost to day twelve!

Today,  I'm giving away a hardcover copy of The Becoming of Noah Shaw by Michelle Hodkin! Good luck!

The Becoming of Noah Shaw (The Shaw Confessions, #1)


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Sunday, November 11, 2018

Blog Tour and Giveaway: The Reckoning of Noah Shaw by Michelle Hodkin

Hello and welcome to a new week, book lovers! Today I'm participating in the blog tour for The Reckoning of Noah Shaw.  This book publishes super soon - THIS Tuesday! You still have time to preorder a signed first edition, but you can also win a copy today courtesy of the publisher. Scroll down for details!


About the Book:


The Reckoning of Noah Shaw by Michelle Hodkin
Book Two of the Shaw Confessions series
Publisher: Simon & Schuster Books for Young Readers
Publication Date: November 13, 2018

Summary (from Goodreads):

In this sequel to The Becoming of Noah Shaw, the companion series to the New York Times bestselling Mara Dyer novels, legacies are revealed, lies are unraveled, and old alliances are forged. Noah’s reckoning is here.

Noah Shaw wants nothing more than to escape the consequences of his choices. 

He can’t. 

He’s sure the memories that haunt him are merely proof of a broken heart. 

They aren’t. 

He thinks he can move forward without first confronting his past. 

He’s wrong.



About the Author:


Michelle Hodkin grew up in Florida, went to college in New York, and studied law in Michigan. She is the author of the Mara Dyer trilogy, including The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer, The Evolution of Mara Dyer, and The Retribution of Mara Dyer. Visit her online at MichelleHodkin.com.



My review:

(I received a review copy from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. This in no way affected my opinion of the book.)

I'm actually not going to do my full proper review on account me just having finished the book and probably in spoiler mode at the moment. I will NOT spoil the book for anyone, promise! I'll keep this very general. It's hard though. The first I'll say is that I highly recommend doing a reread of The Becoming of Noah Shaw, and maybe the first trilogy for fun. Rereading the first trilogy isn't necessary - in fact having read the first trilogy at all isn't necessary. But reading it beforehand definitely helps, and you'll enjoy Noah so much more if you read the original trilogy first. Rereading the trilogy before reading this book is something I always recommend but it's not necessary. 

Rereading The Becoming of Noah Shaw... to me that's more necessary. I had a loooot of blanks that needed to be filled because it has been so long since I read The Becoming of Noah Shaw, and I haven't read the book since that first read. These books are pretty confusing and intricate upon first read, so it's worth rereading the previous book before reading the next one. I did not reread The Becoming of Noah Shaw and I probably should have.

This second book was very much like its predecessors in that it was strange, a little confusing, and somewhat half-finished - all of which are not bad things! It's an interesting way to write a story, and Hodkin excels at this. Telling half-truths and revealing half-stories and leaving loose ends are all ways Hodkin weaves her tales. I find it bizarre and confusing but also highly effective, especially given that these books are psychological thrillers. This storytelling isn't for everyone though.

This book is seriously dark. There should be trigger warnings for suicidal thoughts and self-harm, at least. I'm not saying the book is "bad" because it has these things, but just be warned! It's a dark book.

The romance is... complicated. For several reasons, but primarily for one big one which I can't mention. But you'll see what I mean. I wish it hadn't been this way, because I LOVE the romance in the previous books - Noah and Mara have crazy great chemistry. This would be the strongest "dislike" I have and it's more of a personal thing. (I'm a needy romance addict!)

OF COURSE this book ends in a cliffhanger! We'll all be in agony until the final book publishes! I'm looking forward to reading it, though I'm already in pain just thinking about it. I hope Hodkin will have it ready for Fall 2019! 

Overall I'm satisfied with The Reckoning of Noah Shaw, though I wish there had been more romance. I will definitely need to reread the previous book and then reread this one. But I'm also ready for book three!


The Giveaway:

Enter to win a hardcover copy of The Reckoning of Noah Shaw, courtesy of the book's publisher! Open to USA residents only. Ends November 30th. Good luck!



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November 7 – Downright Dystopian
November 8 – Pure Imagination
November 9 – The Book Loving Nut
November 10 – a GREAT Read
November 11 – The Eater of Books!
November 12 – My Guilty Obsession
November 13 – Arctic Books
November 14 – A Gingerly Review
November 15 – Ex Libris Kate
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Wednesday, April 25, 2018

Waiting on Wednesday (#278): The Reckoning of Noah Shaw by Michelle Hodkin


"Waiting On" Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Jill at Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating.


This week, I'm featuring:


The Reckoning of Noah Shaw by Michelle Hodkin
Book Two of the Shaw Confessions series
Publisher: Simon & Schuster Books for Young Readers
Publication Date: November 13, 2018

Summary (from Goodreads):

Noah Shaw doesn’t think he needs his father’s inheritance.
He does.

Noah believes there’s something off about the suicides in his visions.
There is.

Noah is convinced that he still knows the real Mara Dyer.
He does not. 

Everyone thought the nightmare had ended with Mara Dyer’s memoirs, but it was only the beginning. As old skeletons are laid bare, alliances will be tested, hearts will be broken, and no one will be left unscarred. 



I can't wait to read this! By then I should have read The Becoming of Noah Shaw... I've been reading/rereading the previous trilogy (and remembering how much I adored Noah - squee!). Don't you love the covers of these new books? 😍

Thursday, March 22, 2018

Swoon Thursday (#269): The Retribution of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin


- From the book you’re currently reading, or one you just finished, tell us what made you SWOON. What got your heart pounding, your skin tingling, and your stomach fluttering

- Try to make the swoon excerpt 140 characters (or less), if you are going to tweet about it. Use the hashtag #YABOUND when tweeting


This week, my swoon is from The Retribution of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin!


I tilted my head up and asked, "What would you do if I kissed you right now?"

He pretended to think about it for an obnoxious amount of time before saying, "I would kiss you back."

I'd been surviving on crumbs for so long - thoughts of him, memories of us. But now, with him here and close and willing, I realized I'd been starving.

I wrapped my hands around his neck and kissed him softly. His hand grazed the hem of my shirt, and when I felt his skin on mine it was like a storm beneath his fingertips, the rolling of clouds, the snapping of lighting. All at once it was too much and not enough, and I arched against him and kissed him harder, roughly.

You think it can't get worse than wanting someone and not having them, but it can. You can want someone, have them, and want them more. Still. Always. You can never get enough.

We broke apart to breathe, our foreheads still touching. He didn't say he loved me. He didn't need to. I could feel it in the way he pressed my palm against hi neck. His eyes were closed, and my heart turned over. He needed me too.

- Hardcover, page 442




I'm finishing up this series and OMG the swoonage in this book! Mostly towards the end, but still. Finally! I can't wait to read The Becoming of Noah Shaw. Hopefully there is even more swoonage!

Thursday, March 15, 2018

Swoon Thursday (#268): The Evolution of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin


- From the book you’re currently reading, or one you just finished, tell us what made you SWOON. What got your heart pounding, your skin tingling, and your stomach fluttering

- Try to make the swoon excerpt 140 characters (or less), if you are going to tweet about it. Use the hashtag #YABOUND when tweeting


This week, my swoon is from The Evolution of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin!


I placed my hands on his chest. His heart beat faster. His control was slipping.

Close.

I leaned closer, my hands moving lower down his stomach, my back arched above him. I kissed his throat. I heard a sharp intake of breath.

I smiled against his skin, moved my lips along his jaw, his throat, marveling at the point where the rough became smooth. My hands wandered slowly to his waist and he slid my dress up, his fingers hot on my bare skin, making me breathless. Making me ache. I pressed into him harder, my body bent, bowstring-tight over his. His mouth was just millimeters from mine.

"Fuck," he murmured against my lips. The feel, the word, sent a hot little shock through my spine. It skittered through my veins, danced through every nerve.

And then I brushed his lips with mine.

- Hardcover copy, pages 350-351




I'm almost finished with my read/reread of this series! I want to get started on The Retribution of Mara Dyer as soon as possible, so hopefully next week I'll feature a swoon from that book. I'm excited!

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

Review: The Evolution of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin


The Evolution of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin
Book Two of the Mara Dyer series
Publisher: Simon & Schuster Books for Young Readers
Publication Date: October 23, 2012
Rating: 4 stars
Source: Purchased copy 

Summary (from Goodreads):

Mara Dyer knows she isn't crazy. She knows that she can kill with her mind, and that Noah can heal with his. Mara also knows that somehow, Jude is not a hallucination. He is alive. Unfortunately, convincing her family and doctors that she's not unstable and doesn't need to be hospitalised isn't easy. The only person who actually believes her is Noah. But being with Noah is dangerous and Mara is in constant fear that she might hurt him. She needs to learn how to control her power, and fast! Together, Mara and Noah must try and figure out exactly how Jude survived when the asylum collapsed, and how he knows so much about her strange ability...before anyone else ends up dead!

What I Liked:

I've been on a mission to finish the Mara Dyer trilogy and start reading the Shaw Confessions books,  now that we're officially waiting on book two to publish in November. Back in the day, I read The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer and the beginning of Evolution, and none of Retribution. I've reread Unbecoming, and now I've finished Evolution! I loved the first book and I really enjoyed this second one, and I can't wait to read book three.

This book starts with Mara waking up to find herself in a hospital room, where she will be staying because her parents want her to get help... permanently. No one believes her when she tells them that she saw Jude, her ex-boyfriend, alive and whole and in town. Despite what everyone believes, Jude is alive - Mara just need to prove it. The only person that believes her is Noah, but even he has secrets that he isn't telling Mara. Mara and Noah must figure out what is going in terms of Jude, before it's too late and Mara is never seen again.

Most of this book deals with Mara's psychological state - is she hallucinating, or is what she is seeing real? She is what is considered an unreliable narrator, especially since the story is written in first-person. We have no idea what is real and what isn't, because everything is coming from her POV. Is Jude real, or a figment of her imagination? Does Mara have PTSD and something else, or just PTSD? Is Jude behind everything?

With this being a psychological thriller, the tone of the story is very chilling at times, very sinister. There were times when my skin broke out in goosebumps and I couldn't unglue my eyes from the pages. The creepy feeling was there, and while I don't enjoy feeling creeped out, I will say that the author did a really good job in building suspense and the chill factor.

I should note: there are mentions and implications of possible sexual assault, and attempted suicide. Neither event actually happens but both are mentioned.

I really felt for Mara in this book. I liked her in book one, and I liked her in this book. It's not her fault she can't trust her own mind. It's not her fault that any of this is happening to her. Every time doctors didn't believe her, or her parents made decisions for her, I wanted to shake them. We as readers are fairly confident that not everything that Mara is seeing and experiencing is imagined, and so it's sad to see no one believing her. Mara thinks she has a broken mind and a really strange ability involving death, but she is much more. She is also kind in her own way, and vulnerable, and brave too. She confronts her demons towards the end of the book, and she is selfless.

I can't talk about this book and not talk about Noah. Noah Shaw seems like the angelic bad-boy of the school, with the perfect British accent and flawless good looks and flippant attitude. He seems like he has it all, from charisma to handsomeness to affluence, but as we learn in this book, there is more to him than meets the eye. We find out some things that are heartbreaking, and some things that are respectable, and some things that make him seem more vulnerable. I adore Noah; I always figured the perfect bad-boy thing was a facade and not a one-dimensional effect.

We get to see some familiar characters, like Mara's parents and brothers of course, but also Jamie (Mara's best friend), which was really cool because I thought we'd never see him again after book one. There is also this "before" set of chapters interspersed throughout the story, which involves a young Indian girl in the past, who befriends the master's daughter. This plot doesn't seem to fit at first, but then it really does. Pay attention to the characters in that sidebar "before" plot.

We do get to learn more about Noah and Mara's abilities, so hang in there if you're confused! I won't say any more than that.

The romance is barely there, especially with the focus being on Mara getting better and getting worse. Mara wants more with Noah, but Noah doesn't want to take advantage of her... it's an interesting tug-of-way. I hope there will be more ~romance~ in book three. I like Noah and Mara together and I hope they work through things.

I won't say anything about the climax and ending except that it is and isn't what you'd expect. A lot goes down and some key appearances are made... and the ending is so cruel, in terms of a cliffhanger. I'm glad I waited until the series was complete because now I can jump right into Retribution without having to be tortured with the wait.

What I Did Not Like:

Maybe more Noah/Mara intensity and romance, but that's it? I really liked this book. It made me on edge at times, and also sad, and I enjoyed it.

Would I Recommend It:

If you like psychological thrillers, this is definitely the series for you. This sequel novel is different from the first book because it gets intense (in terms of Mara's mental state and the whole Jude thing). I can see people not loving this one as much as book one, but I think it sets up the third book perfectly. I highly recommend binge-reading the books, don't start reading them if you don't have all of them!

Rating:

4 stars. I'm annoyed that I waited so long to finish this book, but at the same time I'm glad I waited so that I would be able to start reading Retribution as soon as I want. The ending of this book was cruel and I am so anxious to see how Mara gets out of the situation. And I'm dying to see how other characters fared. Hodkin has written such an intriguing series here, and I can't wait to finish it!


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Friday, February 23, 2018

Review: The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin


The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin
Book One of the Mara Dyer series
Publisher: Simon & Schuster Children's Publishing
Publication Date: September 27, 2011
Rating: 4 stars
Source: Purchased copy

Summary (from Goodreads):

Mara Dyer doesn’t think life can get any stranger than waking up in a hospital with no memory of how she got there.
It can.

She believes there must be more to the accident she can’t remember that killed her friends and left her mysteriously unharmed.
There is.

She doesn’t believe that after everything she’s been through, she can fall in love.
She’s wrong.

What I Liked:

I decided to reread this book this year, and finish the rest of the trilogy, so I can comfortably read The Becoming of Noah Shaw and The Reckoning of Noah Shaw. The two series are companion series (ish), but I never finished this original series and I always wanted to do so. I adored The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer, even after all these years.

This is the story of Mara Dyer, whose name isn't actually Mara Dyer, but that's the name she is legally allowed to share. Her friends were in a horrible accident, and Mara has been suffering PTSD as a result. She and her family move so that Mara can have a fresh start. Mara has no idea how she survived the accident that killed her friends; she also has no idea how to explain the strange things that she has been seeing - and experiencing. Is it the PTSD? Or is it something more? And why does it seem like the boy with the panty-dropping smile has something to do with everything? This psychological thriller is twisted and intriguing, and will keep you guessing until the last page and anxious for the next installment.

The first time I read this book was in 2011 or 2012, not long after the book published. Honestly? I didn't really understand the story, and I wasn't sure if I even liked the book. I was so confused about so many things, and I wasn't sure what to think of some of the characters. Still, I blown away by the concept and the execution, and the originality. I'd never read anything like this.

I liked Mara from the start, which surprised me because usually I feel disdain towards unreliable narrators. I liked Mara's spunk and honesty - she has a spitfire type of sarcasm that I really liked. Maybe I just like sarcastic heroines. Mara puts on a strong front but she is vulnerable too, and she doesn't like others seeing that vulnerability.

Enter Noah Shaw, the bad boy of the high school, the guy who seemingly sleeps with everyone, the cultured British boy with an accent and smoking hot good looks and an arrogance to match. This type of hero is sometimes hard to like, but I actually liked Noah. Even after having only read one book (of the three), I was confident that Noah was fairly misunderstood and maybe not as bad as everyone thinks. Still, he comes across as a f**kboy. You love 'em, you hate 'em.

There was an interesting set of secondary characters, most of which I felt ehh about but could still appreciate their presence. Daniel, Mara's older brother, seemed way too perfect but was incredibly supportive of Mara, especially with her struggle with PTSD, and her budding trust of Noah. Jamie, Mara's new best friend, is a gay black guy with a lot going on, past and present. He's cool but maybe a little one-dimensional. Joseph, Mara's younger brother, is a sweetheart. He is much younger and he has an innocence to him that I really liked.

The story is bizarre! Is Mara suffering from extreme PTSD? Is there something sinister going on? Something else? Is this a paranormal psychological thriller? There were a lot of unanswered questions by the end of the book. This could be a complaint, but I think this actually sets up the series well, and leads perfectly into book two. I'm not overly annoyed about being left with so many unanswered questions because I have a feeling the author will reveal more information as the story goes on.

But there is some strange things going on, including murder... or was it coincidence? You'll have to find out! Or I will, as I continue to read the series.

There is of course a romance, between Noah and Mara. It is a seriously fiery romance even though there is literally one (technically two?) kisses in the book. Noah and Mara have amazing chemistry from the start - lots of sparks and a ton of witty banter. I liked the dialogue between the two, and I loved how they set each other off.

This book is extremely well-written, debut or not. Michelle Hodkin clearly knows how to build a story, and write it. I am sure her writing will get even better as she writes more books. I'm excited for more, from this series and new stories too.

Overall, I liked this book, especially after reading it several times. Initially I wasn't totally sold, but the more times I read the book, the more I understood and the better it got. I am looking forward to reading the second book!

What I Did Not Like:

I mentioned that I had a lot of unanswered questions and confusion after reading the book, even several times. While I don't think this is necessarily a bad thing, it's something that will definitely frustrate readers. But hang in there for the next books (I'm assuming)!

Would I Recommend It:

If psychological thrillers are your thing, then I highly recommend this debut novel. It is strange and almost sinister at times, and worth the hype. I'm sure opinions are varied in the extremes, but I found this story to be extremely intriguing, even when I didn't quite fully understand it (I still don't, to be honest). It's a debut novel worth trying, at least!

Rating:

4 stars. I read this book about six years ago and it stunned me then - it still stuns me now. I really liked this book and I am kicking myself for not continuing the series. I think I was waiting for the series to be complete, since I knew book three would take more time to publish (and it really did). But I'm sure the wait was worth it, and I'm finally ready to continue.


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Friday, August 4, 2017

Review: Ferocious by Paula Stokes


Ferocious by Paula Stokes
Book Two of the Vicarious series
Publisher: Tor Teen
Publication Date: August 15, 2017
Rating: 3 stars
Source: ARC sent by the publisher

Summary (from Goodreads):

Paula Stokes returns to the world of Vicarious in this sequel, a high-action psychological thriller with a protagonist out for vengeance.

When Winter Kim finds out that her sister is dead and that she has a brother she never knew about, only two things matter―finding what’s left of her family and killing the man who destroyed her life. Her mission leads her from St. Louis to Los Angeles back to South Korea, where she grew up.

Things get increasingly dangerous once Winter arrives in Seoul. Aided by her friends Jesse and Sebastian, Winter attempts to infiltrate an international corporation to get close to her target, a nefarious businessman named Kyung. But keeping her last remaining loved ones out of the line of fire proves difficult, and when all seems to be lost, Winter must face one last devastating decision: is revenge worth sacrificing everything for? Or can she find a spark of hope in the darkness that threatens to engulf her?

What I Liked:

Ferocious is a little different compared to its predecessor, Vicarious. While Vicarious had a lot of action and jaw-dropping reveals, Ferocious felt more introspective. Fans of Vicarious will not be disappointed with this sequel, as it brings the story to a game-changing climax and wraps up everything in a neat fashion.

This book picks up fairly closely to where the previous book finished. Winter is determined to find the brother she never knew about it, and she leaves Jesse and Baz to recover in the hospital in St. Louis, while she goes to L.A. But trouble follows her to L.A., and she finds herself with Jesse and Baz heading to Seoul. Kyung has the ViSE tech that Winter was determined to protect, and she will stop at nothing to get it out of his hands and to make him pay for all of his crimes.

The pace of this book is much slower and involved more planning (in terms of what Winter, Baz, and Jesse were doing). I didn't mind this because the slower pace seemed necessary, with all that Winter had to take in, at the end of Vicarious. While most of the action deals with Winter trying to get the tech back, the other big part of the story is Winter's mental state.

This book has Winter's mental illness at front and center. Winter is trying to figure out who she is and who her alters are, and what she can do to control these parts of her. I like that Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) is something that is talked about a lot in this book - meaning, it is something that constantly appears on the page. Winter worries about losing control to her other alters. She worries about not being strong enough to do this or that. She worries that there is nothing she can do to be "normal" again. But at the same time, she talks about DID to Jesse, and her therapist, and Baz. It's not something that she keeps in secret, and I liked that she kept things so open.

Winter is such a private and sometimes closed-off person, which was obvious in book one, and is still obvious in this book. I must say, the author stays true to Winter's character. Not that you would expect the author not to, but Stokes does an excellent job with the characterization and character development of all of her characters. Winter felt the most real and well-written, probably because the author spent the most time making her flawed and imperfect and human and real.

Jesse is a constant support, always there for Winter, and a big part of the story. Baz is another pillar of support. Jesse was ex-military, and Baz was... something. He has connections to people with dangerous things in Korea (like hand-held weapons), and he is pretty handy to have around. But besides that, Baz is a a nice guy who means well. (If you're wondering, he was a friend of Gideon's, who was Rose's boyfriend and a father-figure to Winter.)

The romance in this book is suuuuuuper slow-burn and barely there. Well, it's something that comes up every now and then, but the majority of the romance is Winter trying to figure out what she wanted. Everyone and their mother could tell that Jesse loved Winter (Winter was well aware too). But Winter kept sending mixed signals because she didn't know what she wanted. Again, slow-burn, until the very end. A little too slow, given that the romance is slow-burn across the series, but not necessarily a bad thing. No swoony moments though, unfortunately.

Props to the author for doing such a great job with the setting (Seoul, mostly) and Korean culture. There are sprinkles of the Korean language, food, and customs, and of course most of the book is set in Seoul. To me it was clear that the author knew what she was writing about and had done her research. (Also, if anyone is curious, Stokes lived in Seoul for some time.)

The climax didn't feel super exciting mostly because by that point you can figure out who is going to live, who is going to die, who is going to end up with the tech, etc. It's a cookie-cutter ending with not a single important death, so take that as you will. It's a good ending but maybe a little too perfect? 

What I Did Not Like:

I feel like there are little things about this book that bothered me and I can't say I loved the book. Liked, yes, but not loved. I already mentioned how I thought the ending was a little too perfect, in a cookie-cutter kind of way. I honestly expected this one person to die, or another specific person, but literally no one dies, which was kind of irritating. And I was referring to good guys (in terms of people who I thought would die)! Usually there is at least one major "good guy" death.

The romance was soooooo slow. Don't get me wrong, I love slow-burn. But this was borderline annoying. I wrote above that it wasn't a bad thing and it really isn't for some people. And for most of the book, it didn't really bother me too much. But in the back of my head I kept thinking, nothing is happening! I understand what Winter needed to think through, but she wasn't attempting to think through certain things (like romance), so I didn't know what the point was.

Can I also mention how way-too-perfect Jesse seemed? I am all for sweet boys, but I think Jesse was a little too sweet and perfect. It was really hard for me to wrap my head around his constant I'd-do-anything-for-you-Winter attitude. Can you imagine a young boy in the 21st century carrying on like that? Y'all. I'm 22 i.e. around Jesse's age. It would be a hard NO. Also I'm not sure I see his motivation. I get that he loves her but before he loved her? Why?

"But this is fiction, Alyssa!" Yeah and he is STILL too perfect, selflessness aside. The guy never gets upset. He never gets irritated. He never throws a tantrum or a fit or has a ticking jaw. He literally neverrrrrrrrr feels any kind of negative emotion, EXCEPT maybe the occasional flash of disappointment when Winter doesn't want the breakfast he orders, or something like that. And it's like, a flash of disappointment and then he is back to his peppy self. Y'all. I'm sorry. But no. You could be the most even-tempered person (and I know plenty of those) and you'd still get irritated over this or that, in front of people. 

There was something about this book's plot that was a little lacking, especially considering how extreme and intense book one was. Maybe it was the whole "gotta-steal-back-the-tech" thing? I always find that kind of plot hard to believe because you're tell me untrained seventeen-year-old teenagers are outsmarting men in the forties/fifties with high-tech security and state-of-the-art technology and all of that? My imagination stretches pretty far but with these kinds of plot, I'm not always a believer. Especially when I thought there were a bunch of situations in which Winter got lucky, or there was some sort of deus ex machina at work.

Also, a small thing, but I'm so lost as to how Jesse appeared to make a miraculous recovery from the hospital in the early chapters of this book. He was in the ICU in St. Louis wrapped up in bandages upon bandages, and then two days later he hops on a plane, pops out in L.A., kicking down doors and chasing people? And yet he was healing from a gunshot wound and wounds that Winter inflicted on him? As the story goes on, there is mention of how Jesse has to slow down to take stairs, and his bandages have to be checked. But you understand what I'm saying, right? He basically did a 180 in less than 48 hours or so. If I had gotten shot (I think he got shot once at the end of book one, if I remember correctly), I would be chilling for days, if not weeks. This circles back to my mention of how Jesse's selflessness is very, very unbelievable.

Another thing? Does Winter ever feel bad about how she physically hurt Jesse? Not to mention that she manipulates him emotionally throughout this book (by stringing him along, until she finally makes up her mind). But she physically hurt him at the end of the book one, and I don't recall seeing her feel any kind of guilt at all, in this book. Maybe a fleeting thought. No apology or anything. And yet, Jesse treats her like she is Beyonce. Y'all. I can't deal with this fictional, fictitious boy.

Little things, right?

Would I Recommend It:

I highly recommend Vicarious but I can't say I really recommend Ferocious. I mean, I don't think anyone who loves this series and author will be disappointed - and if anything, all of my dislikes could be just me. But Ferocious didn't have the same impact that Vicarious had. I think it would have been better if Vicarious had been a standalone. Ferocious seemed kind of expendable and unnecessary - I could have been satisfied with Vicarious (but with a different ending - maybe Ferocious's ending). Vicarious was so good.

Rating:

3 stars. This was a difficult rating for me because I so wanted to love the book, and I gave it a higher rating initially. But that was me fooling myself and trying to force myself to feel that way. I liked the story but I just didn't love it, and the issues I had with it were enough to impact my rating. Still, I'm not disappointed and I'm glad I finished out the series. I'm looking forward to reading more by this author!


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Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Interview with Paula Stokes, Author of Ferocious (and GIVEAWAY!)

Happy Tuesday, bibliovores! Today I have an interview with Paula Stokes, prolific author of a zillion books but most importantly, Ferocious. This is the sequel to Vicarious and final novel in the duology. Stick around for the giveaway at the bottom of this post, in which you can win a copy of both Vicarious and Ferocious!


Meet Paula Stokes:


Alyssa: Hi and welcome to The Eater of Books! So glad you could join me today. =) Congratulations on the publication of Ferocious! By my count, this is your ninth published novel since 2012, including the ones published under Fiona Paul? How in the world do you make this happen? What helps your creative process so you keep going and don’t burn out?

Paula: Hi Alyssa :) Thanks! I love to write, so writing two books a year isn’t that difficult for me. The revising and promoting of two books a year can be draining, but if you want to do the fun stuff you have to do the less fun stuff that goes along with it. I do burn out sometimes, but if I’m burned out on writing I try to force myself to do promo work and vice versa if I’m burned out on promo. I am always working on multiple books at the same time, so if I get stuck drafting/revising one then I switch off to working on another. And in the rare instances when I am burned out on all things writing-related, well, that’s when I clean my apartment :D

Alyssa: How was writing this book different compared to writing the previous book, Vicarious

Paula: Oh, man. This book was hard. I wrote most of Vicarious in 2012, before Venom (now called Venomous Kiss) was published. Back then I had zero thoughts about ratings or reviews or sales numbers or marketing or “what readers want.” It was totally a labor of love and I had no idea if anyone else would even want to read it, let alone publish it. I just wrote a book full of all of the cool things *I* wanted to read about—strong girls who are also vulnerable, family bonds, adventure sports, knife fights, car chases, shark dives, high-tech sci-fi stuff. I knew back then if it sold I would have to write a sequel and I knew roughly what the sequel would be about, but I didn’t know years would pass before I had to write it. 

So, when that time finally came, my heart had moved onto other characters and stories and I had to sort of force myself to focus on Ferocious. It was painful and the early drafts are kind of terrible because my heart wasn’t in it. I eventually did fall back in love with the characters and I am very attached to the final product and the series as a whole, but it wasn’t until about draft #4 or #5 where everything started to come together in a way that felt right to me.

Alyssa: A somewhat related question – what was the most difficult thing about writing this book? Did you get stuck somewhere?

Paula: I got stuck near the end. Vicarious is so incredibly twisty and high-octane that nothing I came up with for Ferocious felt equivalent. Eventually, after trying to insert bigger twists that didn’t really work, I accepted the fact that Ferocious wasn’t going to be as shocking and action-packed as its predecessor, and that’s okay, because it deals not only with revenge, but also with Winter’s mental illness and her emotional bonds with Jesse and other characters. There are still twists and turns, but there are also quieter moments where Winter reflects about who she is, who she wants to become, and what the word “family” really means to her.

Alyssa: I'm glad that things got unstuck, and I definitely think those aforementioned aspects of the book are just as important as high-stakes action. The title (Ferocious) was released somewhat early on - how did you come up with the title of this book?

Paula: I wanted a title that started with V and/or ended in ous because I like matchy-matchy things, but I didn’t limit myself to those parameters. My first choice back in 2012 was to call the book Vicious, but we all know Tor published a different awesome book with that title in 2013, so that went out the window before Vicarious even sold. My next choice was Victorious, because it also fit the V/ous qualifications and it just seemed like such a good match. Too good of a match according to my editor, who felt that people would confuse the titles. Strike two. My next choice was Monstrous, because Winter has killed someone at the start of the book and she isn’t feeling particularly bad about it, so she wonders if there’s something wrong with her, if she’s some kind of monster. Then later we see some of the villains’ actions, and they are 100% monstrous and so that title worked on multiple levels. However, the word Monstrous has been used in several YA books in the past few years, so I decided to keep brainstorming. I had a whole list of stuff like Visceral, Nefarious, and Relentless, all of which I wasn’t sold on for one reason or another. Ferocious didn’t really pop into my head until late in revisions and it came from a line of dialogue from one of the villains. 

“You’re responsible for the death of my sister and [redacted for spoilers.]”

“Yes, yes, and look at you now. Resilient. Ferocious. We’re not so different, you and me. So put the gun away and we can both walk out of here.”

Once I typed it, it just fit, you know?

Alyssa: Definitely! OMG. Is it bad that I like Nefarious? It would definitely make me do a double-take in a bookstore. :D What’s your favorite line or scene from this book? With as little spoiler-y content as possible, of course!

Paula: I like different scenes for different reasons. The scenes I like best that aren’t spoilery involve Winter and Jesse or Winter and Sebastian (Baz.) Winter and Jesse are adorable together and I knew I would love their dynamic, but the character of Baz surprised me multiple times during the outlining and drafting. You don’t get to know him well in Vicarious, but he has a bigger role in Ferocious and I enjoyed peeling back the layers and discovering who he really is. Here’s Baz asking Winter about her feelings for Jesse. Does she like him or is she just stringing him along? Winter tries to explain why she doesn’t feel like a relationship with Jesse is possible. She believes that both her mental illness and her need for revenge stand in the way of being with someone.

“Even if I could get better someday, I came here to kill someone. That should feel wrong, but it doesn’t. It’s like I’m . . . blinded by hate.” I grab a throw pillow from the back of the sofa and hug it to my chest. I rest my chin on the edge of it. “I don’t feel lovable. Sometimes I don’t even feel human anymore.”

“Hate is a very human emotion,” Baz says quietly.

I blink back tears. “All I know is that it will never go away unless I kill [spoiler.] Unless I stand over his body and say, ‘This is for my sister, this is for [spoiler], this is for me.’ Needing to kill someone like that makes me feel like a monster. Monsters can’t love, can they?”

There’s a clattering noise from the hallway. Baz rises from his chair and strides quickly over to the door. I follow. We hear the maid humming softly as she pushes her cart past our door.

“Ready?” He slips the cloning device into his pocket. “I’ll be right back.”

He pauses to grab the towels from the bathroom. Then he opens the door to slip out into the hallway. Just before it closes behind him, he looks back at me, his gray eyes deadly serious. “For what it’s worth, I don’t think monsters spend a lot of time worrying about whether they’re monsters.”

I ponder the words while I wait. Baz told me once that he was a terrible person, and he was fine with it. Is he trying to say the two of us are different, that it’s not wrong for me to want to kill someone? That I can have both vengeance and love? It seems like too much for any one heart to handle.

Alyssa: Ooooo, love it! I love what Baz tells her. What are some YA psychological thrillers [i.e. comparable YA books] that you recommend to readers?

Paula: This is hard because I haven’t read a lot of light sci-fi mysteries and I don’t tend to think in terms of psychological thrillers when I think of comparison titles for the Vicarious duology. Books that come to mind for me are things like Starters by Lissa Price, All Our Yesterdays by Cristin Terrill, and Dorothy Must Die by Danielle Paige—the first for the techno elements, the second for the tough girl MC and light sci-fi elements, and the third for the vengeance storyline. Goodreads recommends Dream Fall by Amy Plum and Here Lies Daniel Tate, which is a new book by Cristin Terrill that I didn’t even know existed until now *adds to TBR* I tend to always guess the ending of psychological thrillers, but as far as YA mystery recommendations go, I really enjoyed Follow Me Back, Girl Last Seen, The Darkest Corners, and This is Our Story.

Alyssa: Ooo, yes. I personally recommend The Darkest Corners, Here Lies Daniel Tate, and the Mara Dyer series. Do you have plans for writing more books in this series? This particular world?

Paula: Hell to the no ;) Writing Winter was an amazing challenge, both from a cultural and mental illness aspect, but getting into her head required immense amounts of research and extra work. Also, she’s so dark (and rightfully so, given her history) that experiencing the world through her brain makes me feel sad. I’m glad I got to set a book in Seoul because it’s such a cool city, but I have no plans to write additional novels in this world, though I do have other light sci-fi, slightly futuristic ideas kicking around in my brain.

Alyssa: HA! I believe it. :D In general, what’s next, after Ferocious?

Paula: I have my new adult novel, The Key to Everything, out at the end of October and then another contemporary mystery, Hidden Pieces, releasing next spring. After that I’m hoping to sell an uplifting contemporary story set in Portland and/or an action-adventure story set in Iceland for 2019. Wish me luck :) I have a ton more ideas I’d like to write after those two, but I haven’t started more projects because I’m also applying to go back to school (again!) so I can finish my nurse practitioner certification.

Alyssa: Sounds good to me! Bless your creative, unstoppable mind. :D Thank you so much, and best of luck with everything!

Paula: You too. Thanks for being a long-time reader of my work and for your honest and thoughtful reviews. :)


About the Author:

Paula Stokes is the author of several novels, most recently Vicarious and Girl Against the Universe and Liars, Inc. Her writing has been translated into eleven foreign languages. Paula loves kayaking, hiking, reading, and seeking out new adventures in faraway lands. She also loves interacting with readers. Find her online at authorpaulastokes.com or on twitter as @pstokesbooks.



About Ferocious:


Ferocious by Paula Stokes
Book Two of the Vicarious series
Publisher: Tor Teen
Publication Date: August 15, 2017

Summary (from Goodreads):

Paula Stokes returns to the world of Vicarious in this sequel, a high-action psychological thriller with a protagonist out for vengeance.

When Winter Kim finds out that her sister is dead and that she has a brother she never knew about, only two things matter―finding what’s left of her family and killing the man who destroyed her life. Her mission leads her from St. Louis to Los Angeles back to South Korea, where she grew up.

Things get increasingly dangerous once Winter arrives in Seoul. Aided by her friends Jesse and Sebastian, Winter attempts to infiltrate an international corporation to get close to her target, a nefarious businessman named Kyung. But keeping her last remaining loved ones out of the line of fire proves difficult, and when all seems to be lost, Winter must face one last devastating decision: is revenge worth sacrificing everything for? Or can she find a spark of hope in the darkness that threatens to engulf her?



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